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these tornados are crazy. unfortunately i live in an apartment so i can’t go anywhere but seriously if you live in the danger zone get to a basement or something ASAP it’s gonna be a long night 

there MIGHT not be a video today. I recorded more Daggerfall but it crashed towards the VERY END of the recording session and it screwed up all of my webcam and game footage. i’m attempting to recover the files but if it doesn’t work there won’t be a video until tomorrow :(

i’m sorry y’all 

for those of you wondering whats taken me so long to post, I spammed refresh until the very minute Sparking Zero dropped and have gone IN on it. I even recorded a video but honestly it wasnt that good so I'll have to try again. Anyways heres a picture of me in the top 7 with one of the worst characters because this game has consumed me.(yes the games only been out for a week and a half and im not very good AND i will be off the board by 2 months but let me enjoy this achievement while I have it, i suck at games XD) 

Well holy s***…500 subs. this journey we’ve been through has been so freaking fun and just seeing the progress being made and people beginning to comment on videos more and more and actually BUILDING a community is something very lucky people are able to witness and i’m so blessed to say that i can actually see it happening even if it’s been in smaller doses. i know im late in showing my appreciation but i SEE AND HEAR YOU GUYS! i’m just unfortunately still sick:( BUT i will still be posting a VLOG celebrating this monumental achievement once i feel better I PROMISE! for now, just know i really can’t express just how cool this really feels and how thankful i truly am for every single like, subscription, comment and view i get from you guys. 

So I've come down with the sickness(insert Disturbed here) the past couple days to the point where I can barely even leave my bed so I have no clue when I'll be back but hopefully within the next day or so. I have a couple videos in the vault of a demo game and Hard Time 3 I recorded right when the sickness was appearing so it'll just come down to when I'll be feeling good enough to actually be able to sit down and edit them. 

So you may be wondering why the past week I've taken way longer to publish videos than normal. The answer is actually simple this time around: I finished recording another Slay The Princess video about 5 days ago, and I've been debating in my head constantly on whether I really wanted to work on it and post it. Constantly going into premiere pro, staring at the video, and immediately just closing out of it. and I think after putting WAY too much time into this question, I've finally found my answer:

I will not.

I realized even while recording how negative I was acting towards the game and how i spent most of my time complaining about one thing or the other and it made me realize this game probably isn't for me. I even took time to go back and watch my other two episodes beginning to end to see if this just sparked because I was maybe more stressed that day, or if I had been like this the whole time, and even looking back at the first episode I could see glimpses of how much I simply felt like I was fighting the games narrative and story more than enjoying it, and not in the "haha ignore the narrator" way, but a genuine sense of annoyance over it.

And that's not fair to you guys. Raging and being angry in games can be funny but it's not fair to any of you if i sit and complain the entire video(and you already know that video would have been over an hour long) or pretend to enjoy myself. That's not who I am and that's not what you as viewers deserve or what you should expect. My channel should be pure authenticity with my emotions being true and hopefully, comedic in many cases, and most of all I should be able to express deeper feelings in a less annoying or uptight way. So with that being said I hope all of you understand and I apologize for the extra time it's taken to post videos, and I apologize to those of you that genuinely wanted to see me play more of this game. But as of now, it's not going to happen. 

You guys are moving so quick oh my lord! WE HIT 400!!!!!! If I hit 500 I definitely will make a vlog cuz i mean, come on its halfway to 1,000 you gotta take time to soak it in.

ALSO I haven't made a video with my dance mat YET BUT it will be happening I have a couple games in my mind its just putting the pen to paper. I've been working on the "easier" videos first so you guys have guaranteed content, so that way you guys still get videos while im still thinking/working on the challenge video. 

ITS BEEN 2 DAYS HOW DID YOU GUYS ALREADY GET ME TO 300 SUBS! THANK YOU SO MUCH! You guys are absolutely insane KEEP IT UP 

Now this… puts a smile on my face. The gaming challenge possibilities are endless 

You guys always hit me with the milestones while i’m at work!
THANK YOU FOR THE 200 SUBS! i’ll spare you guys the sappy dramatic video thanking you all AGAIN and instead write something here! (i know i know, it might look silly to some of you that im so excited, but come on, ya gotta enjoy the good things in life no matter how small it might seem to some!)

I can safely say i was NOT expecting to hit 200 so soon after the 100 milestone! but trust and believe i will never stop being thankful for each and every one of you! you guys have subscribed and put faith that i am going to deliver content and i wont let any of you down! We keep growing and growing and i’m gonna keep pushing! next stop is 300 subs!