This post found YOU for a reason. Two years ago I decided to take up this journey of making YouTube videos. and although I have traveled the country and met thousands of amazing people, the immense pressure I put on myself to succeed, and my crippling fear of failure made me numb to all the blessings God had given me on my journey. While I set out in the beginning to put a smile on people's faces through my videos and help people see the world in a better light, my fixation with views and my first taste of failure started making me sadder and angrier by the day, and shifted my priorities very quickly. As the numbers started growing, my desire to prove I'm not a failure grew even faster, and my priority of making happy videos started to fade. Rather I was making videos to get views and prove to myself that I wasn't a failure. It took me hitting rock bottom in May of this year to realize how far I had strayed from my main goal, and with one year left before I graduate college and enter the real world, I have made it my life's mission to go back to my roots and start making videos that not only make me happy, but truly inspire others to push past their fears of failure and self doubt, and more than anything, make this world a better place one smile at a time. I put over 100 hours into this video to emphasize to everybody that they are not alone in the journey towards self improvement and the pursuit of happiness. With a new era of videos in full swing, I hope you enjoy the first video of the series as much as I enjoyed making it, and I can't wait to change the world with you guys one smile at a time. I'm so proud of you, and whatever you may be going through, just know I'm right here with you :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4SXK...