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Happy Easter, everyone! I hope the day unfolds beautifully 😍 

I'm considering HOPPING onto a live later today to do an all signs reading! Should I??

It's been a minute since I've read for the zodiac. Maybe it's time to RESURRECT them?? 

I DID IT!! Can I Ask A Favor Of You, Though?

I have officially transferred my collective reading channel to BinxVox (Gemini is still choosing but I like this! Maybe BinxerBard, lol). All collective tarot readings will continue on my main channel here!

If you were subscribed to Divine Phoenix Collective, then you are already subscribed! If you want to come with me on this new leg of the journey into music land, then be sure to subscribe here!
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I only have one video and a few shorts on there so far, but I will be posting more music as we go along! Would you do me a favor and drop a like or comment on any of the current uploaded videos? The algorithm loves it and I love you!!

Let's do this!! 

It's about time for an update!

I've had many of you ask how my healing is going from surgery since my last update and I wanted to make a post to fill you all in!

For those that don't know, I had hip surgery in January to correct a birth defect on my hip and to repair a shredded labrum. I had a very difficult week a few weeks after surgery that involved a couple of hospital visits. I made a post on that first day I called 911. I allowed someone close to me to make me feel bad for being so vulnerable and transparent online and so I deleted it. I want to re post it here now because it is my authenticity to do so. I am not interested in pretending to be a super human, here. I believe that we can all benefit from healthy vulnerability. Please note that this is from January 1st:

01/31/25 
"Well, I've done it now, fam....



I've never been the best at rest.



I'm finding that it's something I've subconsciously felt that I need to earn. A portion of my own shadow that is requiring an emergency meeting presently. One that has been rescheduled for far too long.



It's easy for me to understand and justify why it is so important and deserved for those around me. An undeniable right in exchange for existing. Not even a question. "Divine masculine and divine feminine energies exist within us all, and we are all charged to balance them," one might reasonably quote me saying.



And one would be right to remind me.



And one did.



Me. My own body.
 
It's been 10 days since my surgery, and I seem to be thinking that I can just push myself through the healing process. That the pain and fatigue I feel are negotiable factors day to day depending on what I need to do as a single person who lives alone. Independent by survival, and stubborn by choice. 



The fear, though - 



The fear of asking for help, especially in a state where I am all but incapacitated in mobility, brings me to tears every time I THINK about facing it. I can not do my own laundry or cook my own meals at this time. Showering is difficult, and taking out the trash has become something I see as a privilege for a more sound body. Simple cleaning and sitting upright are lies in action, or so the pain in my body has been telling me. Moving food from the fridge to the microwave and to the table are "crucial," I've been telling myself. The incurred pain is a side effect of living alone after major surgery and needing to figure out how to feed myself or use the bathroom.



I've been telling myself that I can just keep pushing through until it gets better -



Well...



The illusion came crashing in on me about 5 hours prior to this post...



As I hung up the phone with the 911 operator and listened to the sirens through my sobs growing louder as the paramedics found their way up the winding path to my home, I forced myself to calm and steady my breathing through the sounds of my pride breaking away.


"Don't do this.." I hissed, as if my will meant anything in this moment. It's done enough already... My body was speaking, and it was my turn to shut up and finally listen to its completely justified plea for help.



This is such a wonderful body, the most resilient one I know of! At times, I take its ability to bounce back for granted. As if it owes me allegiance, rather than the other way around. Who has gotten whom through what, now? My body has done everything I have asked and, at times, demanded it to do. 



I am here for many reasons. One of them is to learn to be a human. A task that I find little patience for when it is THIS human. Patience for others abounds, but for me, well, I am still in this Earth School with everyone, too!


It takes so long to be a human. Two minutes to brush your teeth, 10 minutes to eat food (3 times a DAY??), 3 minutes to grab a glass of water and drink it, 15 minutes to drive anywhere I need. unlimited time to share thoughts through words rather than instantly. I've struggled with the slow pace of everything human since I was a kid asking my parents, "Why arms or legs?" 



I work on this daily. 



Being in a position of pain for extended periods of time wears a person down. It wears me down. Being in a restricted mobility state, especially for extended periods of time, wears me down.



My wings have been clipped coming here, and now the stumps I was given are out of commission.

This too shall pass... but only when I stop and allow my body to heal.



After a shower, I went to start making dinner. I noticed a strange pain in my chest but pushed it off as gas. As I was chopping meat and veggies for soup, I noticed it felt as if my arms were being squeezed, along with my legs. beyond feeling uncomfortable, I didn't care to pay attention to it. My head began to spin, and I got to a point of realizing something wasn't right. I sat down and checked my blood pressure -



 "220/110" the paramedic said when he arrived. The EKG did not show any heart issues, but I was certain I was staring down the barrel of another visit to the hospital. He left it up to me on whether I wanted to go to the hospital, but he read my heart was ok. I decided to stay.



Stress. Lack of rest. Stress from surgery. Stress from trying to figure out how heal and still do my basic human chores. The kind of stress that can bring bigger problems with it if one isn't careful.



This has been a MAJOR wake-up call for me, my family. I need to shut down my work completely for at least a few days and do nothing but lay down. Something I have been avoiding, like it will trick my body into healing quicker. 

You have all been so supportive and encouraging of me to sleep, rest, and just chill. The only person pushing here is me... And that has to change immediately."

SO, AS FAR AS AN UPDATE!! I am fully mobile again and I am so grateful! There is still some tenderness and pain from time to time, but I am definitely healing there! It takes time, but I know that your positivity and prayers have had a beautiful impact, so thank you!

For those of you that were following the posts after this post, I had some severe skin and inflammation reactions later that week that I required emergency attention for. I am currently working with my doctors to figure out what has been going on, as the symptoms are persisting no matter what changes I make. I will give some more information as I gain it, but we are currently looking at a couple of causes and waiting on bloodwork. It is looking like the symptoms I was experiencing after surgery may be connected to another health component besides stress, as I originally thought. The need for rest is still the same, though, lol.

I have been a bit more absent on YouTube here these past couple of weeks as I'm navigating this period with my health and I appreciate all of your patience! I know that we will get answers here very soon and I know that I will be able to approach the best outcome no matter what we discover. Thank you for your support, positivity, and prayers at this time.

All is well and will continue to be! 

Winners have been drawn for the two 15 minute readings prizes from the 30k subscriber giveaway!! Thank you all for your patience as I get this done!

I have sent you both an email to the email address you provided upon entry! Thank you to everyone who participated :). There will be more, stay tuned!!! 

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To the best community on Youtube:

Hello! I wanted to pop on here to give a little bit of info on where everything is for me. I know a lot of you have been wanting updates, and I am doing my best to navigate what is currently happening in real time.

To start, in order to balance my health and the channel a bit better, I have decided to hold off on the zodiac signs this month and focus on collective readings. I wasn't able to get to Aquarius or Pisces last month, so I will do a reading for those two this month, so everybody has a reading! I do still intend to have extended readings open for the collective reads, so no worries channel members! 

I appreciate you all understanding the necessary shift here for the moment 🙏 

I do plan on getting a collective reading up later today, so thank you all for your patience! Although I am still healing from this very difficult week, I need to be able to do this for my mental as well. 

It's a fine balance! 

I will be holding off on specific updates for the time being. Thank you all for understanding as I navigate these waters. I will bring updates forward when I'm able to, I promise! 

I love you all, and I am so appreciative of your love and support 🥰